I can’t be a change if I don’t change. That means letting go - letting go of the hurt, letting go of the pain, letting go of the things I can’t control. . . These last 2 days have not been great, but I need to remember even when things seem foggy, even when there seems to be no way out, I serve a God who loves me, I serve a God who wants what is best for me. . . So as I wipe my tears, put my big girl pants on, I remind myself that in order to overcome the mountain, I need to quit walking around it and start walking through it. 2018 is almost over, I’m spending the next few weeks healing, letting go and finally stepping into the woman I was created to be. . . But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They soar on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. Isaiah 40:31
It always stung me on how dumb and foolish I acted in Highschool. I use to blamethe environment and the people around me, but I have to take responsibility for the actions I’ve done. I use to look back and think “what if I did this? or what if I acted this way?” But I never took the time to forgive myself. My mistakes were part of my identity for so long I never released myself from them. You don’t have to live with regret. Don’t hold onto loss but expect greater opportunity. Your life isn’t over it. Maybe you wanted to be a party animal during college and sleep around or maybe you partied to much and got behind and didn’t graduate in time. Maybe you treated your friends or family like garage and now you have a poor relationship with them and you miss them. Weather you missed prom, didn’t go to the college you thought you should, didn’t go to college period, and so on, forgive yourself. It all begins with not holding anything against yourself. If Jesus did hold anything against your when he forgave you why should you. Love remembers no wrongs ( 1 Corinthians 13) and that includes the wrongs against yourself. I love you and believe in you. #regret#loss#expectation#believe#hope#heal#overcome#growth#life#reset#regain#live#love#learn#1corinthians13
Yea he has done nothing all day! Don't look like him on Monday morning! Get up wash your face and welcome the new week to come. 🧘♀️🧘♀️🧘♀️🧘♀️🧘♀️🧘♀️🧘♀️🧘♀️ Already speak into existence that your week is going to be very productive. You will conquer the whole week and anything that comes your way you will Overcome!💪💪💪💪 #empowerment#motivated#monslay#bestrong#overcome#newweek#newmindset#letsgo#coachv
Left vs. Right: What’s the difference? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Left: Anxious, sloppy, lazy, dumb, constantly foggy headed, unsure of myself, lost, stuck, and confused. I constantly spent my time comparing myself to others, judging others, feeling judged in return, and all the while trying to “fit in” with the norm. I didn’t question anything, and spent 90% of my time filling my mind, body and life with garbage - and I always wondered why I wasn’t happy. I thought if I just waited it out things would get better and I’d somehow stop feeling like trash. What happened? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Matter of fact, things only tended to get worse. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Right: Mentally sharp, confident, capable of relentless focus, driven, and hungry for all the knowledge I can get my hands on. The difference did not lie in me taking a supplement, going to the gym, reading one book, and it most certainly didn’t just land upon my lap. The difference came from action and doing the work. I looked in the mirror and got very very real with what I saw; then decided what the hell I wanted to see, and got very clear with what that entailed. I then started to question things: my environment, my habits, where my time was going… and started to do something about it. This is mindset. This is what I’m passionate sharing. If you think you’re stuck or are unhappy with you situation, my advice is this: do not sit and hope that what you want will land in your lap, because it won’t. The only way to actually change and see results is to take action and make it happen. Period. Everything you want is on the other side.