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NO CONTACT! . Full, or modified, is key to Reclaiming Yourself....your sanity...and your happiness. . . Stepping away mentally and emotionally limits the number and the impact of the assaults. ✨ Allowing you to HEAL, feel and THINK clearly.  #narcfree #narcissisticabuse #narcrecovery #emotionalabuse  #narcissist #sociopath #npdawarnessarndvictimrecovery #npdrecovery #npdvictim #npd  #womenhelpingwomen #womenempowerment #domesticviolence #domesticviolenceawareness #domesticviolencesurvivor #reclaimingyourselfnow
There were signs! There’s no denying that. ... There are always signs that we are heading down the wrong path...with the wrong person...making a choice not in our best interests. . . The question is why did I ignore the signs? Why do you? . Why did I refuse to acknowledge what my abuser was SO CLEARLY telling me? 🌀  His actions said: I don’t really love you!...I don’t really even know you, so how could I love you? . If I’d listened and looked closely, I would have seen that HE was the ONLY important person in his life. 🌀 What are the signs you are ignoring? 🌀 I finally listened. I AM FREE! You can be too.  Drop a 🙌🏽 to let me know that you will at least consider the possibility of  LISTENING to the PAIN.  #narcfree #narcissisticabuse #narcfreelife #abuse #thriver #abusesurvivor #domesticabusesurvivor #domesticabuse #recovery #recoveryqoutes #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #npdawareness #npdawarnessarndvictimrecovery #npd #npdrecovery #fcknpd #reclaimingyourselfnow #lifeafternarcabuse #listentothepain #survivors #emotionalabuse #emotionalabuserecovery #emotionalabuseawareness #womenhelpingwomen #womenempowerment #runawayhusbands #rhcommunity #startingover
New Moon Eclipse Energy + Emotional Unavailability + Next Level Downloads . Today, we’re going deep, super deep.  I mean it’s the eclipse so what else would you expect from this Scorpio stellium. . I have been thinking so much lately about how/why I am so attracted to emotionally unavailable people. The evasiveness, the distance, the mystery, I mean these people are like snake charmers.  If you’ve found yourself attracted to emotionally unavailable people, you know what I mean.  It’s almost like this very exciting game where they always win but you still keep playing. . Then I thought back to the people I have met who were emotionally available, open to commitment, consistent.  I thought about how I wasn’t attracted to them at all. How I really tried but I couldn't. Was it because I just wasn’t attracted or was it because their emotional availability was uncomfortable for me? Is consistent reciprocal support uncomfortable for me? . Then I think back to my ex-husband and how he was so over the top flattering and generous in the beginning but there was always something missing. Always a weird distance.  I couldn’t put it into words then but now I see that he was emotionally unavailable. Then I think back to my relationship with my family.  So distant and cold unless it was easy or convenient for them. . I have been thinking so much about the mirroring of all of that. How deep of a fear of being seen I have from that experience. . It’s like having a fear of authentic connection but you desperately want a connection, you’re just scared of the other person really seeing you. . Why? Because you view someone getting to know you as a loss because your family couldn’t accept you when in reality, being your real self is surrender. The answer, the ONLY way. . Being your real self is not the reason people leave you and you see that so clearly now.  Being this other covered up, overthinking to the max self is what pushes people away and attracts
how will it possibly end if two narcissists get into a relationship with each other and none of them sees themselves as a problematic factor  #katemoss #katemoss90s #npd #narcissism #narcissistic #narcissisticpersonality #npdawarness #npdrecovery #narcissist #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder
mood  #npd #narcissism #narcissistic #narcissisticpersonality #npdawarness #npdrecovery #narcissist #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder
"Bridge to Highway One" You advised  my ghost, which  Was a rehearsal  To Sell yourself To anyone  Who would listen.  Your submission Is dismissing Anything  Remotely human. And besides The travel time, I've lived ten of your Nine -- --Lives. --Three times, a lady. Go in peace, go in love Go somewhere  Quiet and try not  To sell it. Especially When there is No one left to share with How scary it is. I'm chopping vegetables  In the cellar. Angry Thai woman Calls my work "Stellar". What's a singer to do? Wish I could ask you To ask me. But you'd find a way  To belittle that too. * * * * #thundercat #thursday #working #stiff #you #joy #gregconnorsmusic #frontst #npd #npdrecovery #hsp #notavictim #baitandswitch #flower #princess
On tonights agenda, trying out some of @cacaoceremony Tantric Rose 'medicine for the heart' blend 💖  Medicine for the heart sounds most excellent! As does relaxing, connecting with my emotions and so on...😱😪💔🖤❤💖😁 #recovery #npdrecovery #cacaoceremony #fireflycacao #heart #love #healing #happy #healthy
😏The Narcissism Epidemic😏 ⬇️ ⬇️ ⬇️ Are we actually seeing a rise in Narcissist behaviour?  The term Narcissist gets thrown about so freely these days - There’s entire blogs and influencers dedicated to it. A load of books written. It’s on TV dramas. A string of podcasts are reachable. Therapy programs created for victims. A ton of YouTube channels out there for healing. It’s everywhere, giving toxic people and relationships a label, offering help to escape and recover.  People call me strong, they hear my story and they see me, and they say how strong I am. Yet I fell in love with a 21st century narcissist and played the co-dependant ‘victim’ role oh-so-well.  And maybe I am strong, I escaped with only my story to tell, but if an ending wasn’t forced I don’t know where it would have gone.  In true me style, I wanted to know why this uninvited trend is happening and why so many are affected.  In the early days of recovering from that relationship, I googled for hours, I watched countless YouTube videos, read endlessly, saw a therapist, and cried a lot of tears. But all of it brought me back to the same question.  Why are they behaving this way?  There’s a load of discussion happening about our society, and how/why/if we have created this new breed of insecure yet overly inflated species. Social media is constantly a growing blame. Search #narcissist and see what you find. But i’m not convinced.  There’s very little looking at the ‘bad guys’ version.  Are they bad? Or are they surviving the only way they know how? Are they cruel? Or are they living with a fear, gripping on with whatever tactics they can muster up?  Recovery doesn’t begin and end with anxiety and depression, Narcissistic Personality Disorder deserves Recovery too.  All my posts today will be NPD related, and supporting recovery for both sides.  Follow my account, and let’s get into discussion.  I want to hear from you, the good, bad and undeniably
👆⛓👁 Being angry at those who hurt you is an important part of the process but so is facing the reality of your own beliefs that allowed you to tolerate disrespect in the first place  #befree #loveyoursef #reallove #selfawareness #emotionalintelligence #emancipateyourselffrommentalslavery #saynotoabuse #freeyourmindtherestwillfollow  #narcissist_survivor #narcissist_free #narcissisticabuserecovery #narcissisticabuseawareness #exposingnarcissists #npdrecovery #repost @narcissist.sociopath.awarenes2
When is it a normal cultural difference? When is it abuse? When is it both? Let's talk about it. . . . . Narcissists love to find ways to make you uncomfortable. They use cultural differences to do this on purpose over and over because your anguish feeds them. . . . . . #empathproblems #narcissistic #narcissism #narcissist #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #npdawareness #npdsurvivor #npdrecovery #npdvictim #emotionalabusesurvivor #misogyny #homophobia #abusive #toxicfamily #toxicparents #toxicrelationship #religiousabuse #noexcuse #fuckreligion #grow #change #empath #recovery #healing #empathyquotes #brainwashing #cult #gaslighting #abusesurvivor #takebackyourlink
When is it a normal cultural difference? When is it abuse? When is it both? Let's talk about it. . . . Narcissists are always looking for ways to make you fail. They will never teach you how to actually give the right gift, only yell at you for doing it wrong. . . . . . #empathproblems #narcissistic #narcissism #narcissist #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #npdawareness #npdsurvivor #npdrecovery #npdvictim #emotionalabusesurvivor #misogyny #homophobia #abusive #toxicfamily #toxicparents #toxicrelationship #religiousabuse #noexcuse #fuckreligion #grow #change #empath #recovery #healing #empathyquotes #brainwashing #cult #gaslighting #abusesurvivor #takebackyourlink
When is it a normal cultural difference? When is it abuse? When is it both? Let's talk about it. . . . You can't move out because your community expects you to stay with your toxic parents until they choose a flying monkey to be your spouse. . . . . . #empathproblems #narcissistic #narcissism #narcissist #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #npdawareness #npdsurvivor #npdrecovery #npdvictim #emotionalabusesurvivor #misogyny #homophobia #abusive #toxicfamily #toxicparents #toxicrelationship #religiousabuse #noexcuse #fuckreligion #grow #change #empath #recovery #healing #empathyquotes #brainwashing #cult #gaslighting #abusesurvivor #takebackyourlink
When is it a normal cultural difference? When is it abuse? When is it both? Let's talk about it. . . . . How about some surprise misogyny when the lovebombing phase ends? . . . #empathproblems #narcissistic #narcissism #narcissist #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #npdawareness #npdsurvivor #npdrecovery #npdvictim #emotionalabusesurvivor #misogyny #homophobia #abusive #toxicfamily #toxicparents #toxicrelationship #religiousabuse #noexcuse #fuckreligion #grow #change #empath #recovery #healing #empathyquotes #brainwashing #cult #gaslighting #abusesurvivor #takebackyourlink
When is it a normal cultural difference? When is it abuse? When is it both? Let's talk about it. . . . . . Narcissists love to cause harm without being blamed for it. Food is a favorite tool to do this. . . . . . . #empathproblems #narcissistic #narcissism #narcissist #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #npdawareness #npdsurvivor #npdrecovery #npdvictim #emotionalabusesurvivor #misogyny #homophobia #abusive #toxicfamily #toxicparents #toxicrelationship #religiousabuse #noexcuse #fuckreligion #grow #change #empath #recovery #healing #empathyquotes #brainwashing #cult #gaslighting #abusesurvivor #takebackyourlink
When is it a normal cultural difference? When is it abuse? When is it both? Let's talk about it. I was talking about this with @breakingupwithfamily and realized it played a huge part in my life. . . . . #empathproblems #narcissistic #narcissism #narcissist #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #npdawareness #npdsurvivor #npdrecovery #npdvictim #emotionalabusesurvivor #misogyny #homophobia #abusive #toxicfamily #toxicparents #toxicrelationship #religiousabuse #noexcuse #fuckreligion #grow #change #empath #recovery #healing #empathyquotes #brainwashing #cult #gaslighting #abusesurvivor #takebackyourlink
I don’t know if it’s funny or sad that I can remember the first lie that got me into trouble. I know that it’s something common and not unusual that little kids „lie“ but looking back in my life and my history with that topic it feels like the cornerstone. It was back in kindergarten, I think I was five years old, I just got three beautiful and shining blue bangles from my mom and I was proud when I could show them to my friends. They used to shine brighter when the sun hit them and change their color and I told my friends that I could perform magic with them and make all their wishes come true. I was always clever and so I asked them in a separate conversation which rooms or places in their homes they were scared to enter. If one told me that she was afraid to go to the basement, I would tell her that her wish (for example a Barbie doll) came true but that it was in the basement and would only be seen and belong to her if she went there alone since I knew she would never go there alone. I can’t remember the consequences or who told it their parents who called mine, I also can’t remember if I felt guilty at all. I don’t think so. I just felt bad that my parents found out.  #jimjarmusch #coffeeandcigarettes #npd #narcissism #narcissistic #narcissisticpersonality #npdawarness #npdrecovery #narcissist #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder
how is it that the only blogs or information you’ll get online about narcissistic personality disorder are written and posted by the victims? I’m not saying that the victims shouldn’t be empowered by talking about it or have a voice - they definitely should. I’m not asking for pity either. But I also need empowerment, I also need to talk about it. Sometimes I feel like my own victim. Living with a diagnosed npd is not easy. I hate to label myself with it. I hate to think about if everything would have went differently if there wasn’t someone telling me that’s why I do certain things and act certain ways. I tried to escape it for two years now but it keeps hunting me through my life, my decisions and my relationships. I’ve been in therapy for a long time, and I felt better for quite an amount of time. I don’t expect anything from this but being able to let things come out of my head. And probably tell how everything started.  #alexandermcqueen #savagebeauty  #npd #narcissism #narcissistic #narcissisticpersonality #npdawarness #npdrecovery #narcissist #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder
in relationships you are always allow to choose.

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