I told William he had to act butch cause he was wearing my @boneyardbeer trucker hat, while I sported Derek’s @trailblazers hat. Rip city!!! And of course we had our hot reindeer to pose with. Such a good night with friends!!! #happyholidays
Roaring through the dusty streets on his motorcycle, sunset surfs, sushi dates with passionfruit margarita toasts, five-string starlit serenades…7 days was its own leeetle lifetime with this sexy Frenchman. _ At the airport 2 weeks later, he said, “Darlink. I know from when I work in zee restaurant, zee man know exactly what he want. He say, I want zee chocolate cake. Zee wo-man… she say I want zee chocolate cake. No, I want zee ice cream. Wait, I want zee pineapple sing. So I know zeee woman— she change her mind. So go home, sink about it, you want, you come back & we make a bebe.” _ I erupted in giggles, until I looked up & saw utter sincerity in his eyes. 6 mos later after rendezvous’ in Mexico, Cali & a surf trip through France & Spain, I joined him in Costa Rica. _ We love like bunnies & (yes, sometimes) fight like samurais as we passionately co-create our dreams of a retreat & wellness center—a sanctuary of healing, community, creativity & expansion. We chase sunrise surfs & there’s nothing we love more than the sound of our daughter’s laugh. Our shared compass this lifetime is growth; we are each other’s greatest teachers bc we are each other’s most revealing mirrors. It’s not always easy, but it’s real. _ If you told me in my single girl days— when I was on a rollercoaster of infatuation & ghosting—that in my late 30’s I’d call in devoted love with a high-quality, masculine man, I’m not sure I would’ve believed it. But that’s exactly what happened. But first it took admitting to myself, that common denominator was me. I thought I’d done the work, but frankly it wasn’t working. _ I went deeper. I invested with powerful teachers who had information that isn’t in books & recognized I’d been unconsciously behaving in ways that cannibalized my chances for love. Shifting the inside (much to my amazement) rearranged the world around me & voilà! There he was. _ If you’re done with the hamster wheel of
March 20, 2018, I was diagnosed with early stage breast cancer. I had surgery, radiation, and became cancer free in 4 months. I was fortunate for a strong support system, especially my husband who treated our family to a fun day at @sixflagsovertexas today! It was shocking news, but I have always known that I can handle anything with him at my side. Don’t happy places like these make you so grateful?
❤️#yoga #body ❤️ Up until about 2 weeks ago when I started this IG Account I had not really taken a selfie in about 7 years, a modeling one at least. Since starting my yoga #journey I have felt no need to share the physical benefits as much as the whole package, #mind, Body and #spirit. But I have come to a point now at #33 that I no longer feel ashamed to show my hard work both on and off the #mat. I’ve never wanted to come off the wrong way because if you know me now this whole account is a big surprise probably. I used to have no fear or shame on the outside when I modeled and then for 7 whole years of practicing yoga everyday and having 2 children I felt that it was wrong for me to post progress pictures of the physical #benefits of #mindful #living. No more friends! I am proud to be in the skin I am in and I love sharing yoga so everyone can feel comfortable and confident in theirs. Yoga has healed me in more ways than I ever signed up for. The most beautiful benefit I received was #radical#self #acceptance. I cannot emphasis to you how much I truly hated myself for as long as I can remember. Smiling on the outside, screaming on the inside. More on that another time but I’m coming out lovers and I’ve tuned into that #goddess #energy. Have you? What are you waiting for sisters? No more hiding or trying to please everyone. I have finally found true love through self #love friends and I feel #so #free. I look forward to getting back into modeling in #2019 with a #new #intention. Family will be forever my first #focus but definitely ready to play dress up again and exploring new themes in the #new#year! Can’t wait to #collaborate#lovers of #life 😍😘🥰