What happens when you give . Him . Her . It . Everything.... . but him-her-it rejects you . Rejects your “it could have been us” . Rejects your tears, pleas, scattered dreams . Rejects your white picketed fence. . Rejects your 50th wedding anniversary . Until all you have left is the broken dreams scattered beneath your feet . Cutting and slicing you with every move or experience of joy . Every future opportunity . Because the only thing you feel is the numbness . The only thing you see is the dried tears discoloring the broken glass of “what if” beneath your bloody feet . What do I do now?
Take me away, To places where we no longer have to deal with people, their drama or their shit To places where we no longer have to sob over things To places where we no longer have to hide our flaws To places where we no longer have to hurt each other To places where we no longer have to be mean To places where we no longer have to fight out way through darkness To places where we no longer have to fake love and care To places where we no longer have to break promises To places where trust and faith aren't taken for granted To places where depression is just an illusion To places where we are still young To places where mind isn't corrupted and heart is pure as a child To places where you and I can be us #writersofinstagram#solitary#deppression#penningdownthoughts#clueless#lost#randomscriblings#voiceofthenight#unheard #
~Every night I tried to sleep, I could hear those whisper Taking your name. Everytime I closed my eyes I could see shadows May be it was you and me Everytime I dived into the ocean of sleep I could see you leaving. I know you are gone a long back But I still feel you around me. I feel so helpess to not find you. I fear i'll loose someone I already lost. I fear i couldn't see him again. I fear of loosing my everything once I wake up , like I lost you. I fear sleeping . For I know I cannot see you leaving me again and again.🌻 . . . @_soumya_tripathi_ I hope I did justice to your suggested topic "FEAR" . . DM for suggestions 😇 . . #drowning#writer#indian#writer#love#she#feelings#emotions#vibes#care#sleep#hatred#lost#life#vibes#emotions#you#fear#heartbreak#unsaid#words#thoughts#s4s
Why do people have to be this lonely? What's the point of it all? Millions of people in this world, all of them yearning, looking to others to satisfy them, yet isolating themselves. Why? Was the earth put here just to nourish human loneliness? - murakami who else ❣️ . . . . . 🎥- @m.angesh music - @nileshjatwa . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #love#lost#poem#mood#alone#vibe#feelings#emotions#life#colours#water#shaoeofwater#moodygrams#art#cinema#cinematic#pictures#film#story#storyteller#mood#blogger#writer#mumbaibloggers#murakami
Self harming was a really big thing for me when I was younger from the age of 10-16 I was cutting myself a couple days every week almost everyday. Then i met my koalabear and I stopped but after an abusive workplace and me putting myself down I started beating myself instead of cutting. It got pretty bad to the point I scared my koalabear one night when I was black out drunk hitting my head on anything sharp I could find, I still don’t remember it at all I gave myself a pretty bad concussion. I’ve calmed down quite a lot now it was just trying to get my emotions out a lot more then just burying them and taking it out on myself was what I needed to do. Not gonna lie I have done it abit here and there but no where near as much as I was ❤️🐨🙃 #selfharmrecovery#depressed#gettingthroughit#lost