“ There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you” Maya Angelou Rewind back to when this photo was taken. That was when I was going to share my world with a beautiful soul... days later everything changed. Now all I can imagine how beautiful it would have been to share my life with you. Miscarriage is one of those experiences where you go through it on your own or know someone who has been there. The thing is that no one talks about it. I didn’t share my story for a few months but I soon realized I was not alone. It is important to share our stories because I met this beautiful women and she shared her experience with me and here is mine... I remember when the butterflies in my stomach were not an expression. 1am munchies were our daily ritual. Olives were our favorite. With every buddha belly rub I made a special wish. I had so much love to give and share with you. A love so profound that nothing could stand in the way of it. From one night to another it was all gone. The butterflies were no longer flapping their wings, the 1am ritual came to an end and all our wishes were gone. I just want you to know that mommy will always love you. That you were going to be the best thing to ever happen to me. That the love I have for you is unconditional and always will be. Thank you for allowing me to feel you grow even though it did not last a lifetime. I know that because of you I am stronger and my wings will keep on flapping ... I love you olive ❤️ _________ #travel journey#journal#healing#miscarriage#missingyou#misscarriageawareness#bestrong#standtall#belight#belove#beyou#motivation#inspiration#shareyourstory#strongwomen#independentwoman#selfhealing#mystory
#myfunctionalplanner After 2.5 months of daily use, I’ve finished my first grid insert and did a brief flip-through. (second vid) Decorated my second booklet with consecutive interpreting notes (as a reminder to practice daily, I hope 😅) and a new quote that I really need for motivation.
Это была работа на одном дыхании, мы сразу знали что и как будем делать! Никаких лишних движений, все чётко ! В локацию влились крутые @_stas_sh и @mr.space 🤩 Ждём ваших оценок😅 #photoshoot#photo#beauty#model#fashion #china#world#photographerinchina#photographer #life#journal #modeling#glam#exspression#модель#фотограф#фотографвсочи#фотографвкитае#фотографзаграницей#фотосессия#фешн#фоторабота#красиваядевушка#фото#фотограф
I was planning on posting a picture of my belly today. I was hoping to write a love letter to her and all her stretch marks. I was hoping to ask her for forgiveness for the abuse she has been through over the years... . But I couldn’t. . Why? I’m scared. I’m scared to put myself out there in such a vulnerable way. I’m scared to show people my stretch marks and fat belly because I’ve been ridiculed for it for so long. . Do I hate my belly these days? No, but that doesn’t mean the fear of what others will say and think about it has gone away. I am still pretty early in my journey of recovery from body shame and hate. I am still in the early stages of disordered eating recovery. . I am still in the stages where I have to constantly remind myself that society’s view of me is not who I am. That I DO NOT need to lose weight in order to be worthy of love or respect. . So, maybe one day I will show you my belly in all her gloriousness, but for now, here is my face as I contemplate how to give myself extra self-love today. Here is my face as I reflect and look inward to see what work I can do with my soul to find freedom and joy. Here is me and no, I won’t smile for you. I will smile for me though, later, after a nap.💋 . . . . . . . #dearestme#subscriptionbox#membership#disorderedeating#eatingdisorders#anorexianervosa#bulimia#bingeeating#emotionaleating#bodypositive#bodyacceptance#edwarrior#selflove#selfcare#yoga#poetry#journal#supportgroup#inclusivecommunity#selflove#mentalhealth#worthbeyondweight#intuitiveeating#meditation#edrecovery
Easter weekend has begun and I hope you enjoy your free time.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ It's so important to keep creating moments where you don't care about anything but yourself, because that's the only way to actually let go.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Why don't you plan on letting go of all your worries and doubts for the coming weekend and simply enjoying yourself?⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Maybe you know it from your holidays, when you have a distance to your everyday life makes your head clearer. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Since we can't always go on holiday, you should find a way to get this inner freedom by taking a short break.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ How? That can look completely different and is only up to you, but the main thing is that you let go and enjoy :-)⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I wish you a great weekend!⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ With love,⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Iris ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #thenewyou#books#planner#journal#mindfulness#selflove#happiness#gratitude#followyourbliss#mindful#love#bestversionofyourself#diary#beautiful#fashion#design#pink#lovely#book#myfavouritebook#musthave
I’m done with all of this stays don’t worry after this dies down the stays who are gonna stay with skz will give chan all the love he deserves I love him so much and it hurts me to even hear or read something that has bothered him hurt him anything of that sort I just want you to know you mean everything to me and it’s amazing how I can wake up feeling sad and watch ur lives to make me happy your e are my sunshine you treat us stays like family and we love you for that I swear that we will try our very best to make you happy again because you make us happy on a daily basis ot9 and 3racha with forever be it don’t ever get discouraged because you created this group this family we cherish you so much and I know that you will get through this as a person of colour this does not offend me at all and if it offends others who are not people of colour well it just shouldn’t lemme be honest if I were to walk out my house with blonde hair and blue eyes no one would say anything and I just want u to know it’s not your fault keep enjoying what you do and never ever feel sad always be happy you’ve worked to hard to get any of this hatered and you only deserve love so today I am giving you all of my love take it I care for you more than you’ll ever understand and you care for us more than we’ll ever understand just once again know that you are my everything and I love you and everything about you your one of the kindest human best ever and even though you won’t see this just I hope you know we cherish you and I know you’ll get through this and see better days 😘😘 -a Canadian stay I LOVE YOU #kpopjournal#kpop#bujo#journal#bts#bulletjournal#journaling#kpopbujo#aesthetic#calligraphy#kpopjournaling#studygram#kpopjournalspread#lettering#kpopbulletjournal#stationery#art#btsjournal#jimin#taehyung#bujoinspiration#jungkook#study#exo#nct#bujoideas#bulletjournaling#washitape#kpopspread#bhfyp
long time no see, long time no see ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* • sooooo i've finally posted something since a really long time. i'll try (!!!) to post more regularly but im not sure how it will come out. imma start a new feed w/ some art related stuff cuz why not. • so as you can see i've started my first ever bujo 🍁hope you'll like it, stay tuned xoxo