had a lovely day at the lake today I know Ive been a bit down snappy upset angry an not as postive as I usually am leading up to the 19th april but once ive been I feel really good happy an positive its like a massive weight gets lifted off my shoulders I cant describe it! was so nice just to sit on the bench nice an quiet an have a good think an some alone time with barb the weather was amazing aswell no matter what date I go even in december the sunbeams always seem to shine through the clouds I like to think its her way of letting me know shes watching over me Ive never loved an looked up to a woman the way I did with barb she was the best love you ! #fairhavenlake#fairhaven#blackpool#barb#flowers#alonetime#ynwa#sumbeams#feelinggood#happy#weightlifted#missyou#9years 😥💙😥💔
Earlier this week I had a dentist appt [with no kids] and took a nap during it. Today, a thirty minute wait for an oil change [with no kids], and getting some reading time in. Funny how stuff I dreaded doing before kids, I now LOVE to do 😂😂😂 #alonetime#kidfreeerrands#mommyrecharge
Happy Friday!! I am ready for the weekend!! I used to be so scared to be alone and now the best time I have is begin alone and reading, drinking wine and thinking. #metime Spending time with family and friends Spending time alone. You are Amazing!!!
Good Friday, sunshine and a wonderful walk around @hintonampnernt with the small one, hunting for eggs. Now the handsome one and I have the evening to ourselves. Barbecue lit, gorgeous @suntory_rokugin poured, cuckoo singing in the tree and the dog lying happily at my feet. Bliss. #holidays#gin#happy#love#balance#alonetime
#robertdeniro#my all time favourite Gentleman, this is questionable? IM ALONE IM NOT LONELY 🤔Best to be happy within yourself and be alone , than someone who you think will make you happy ? #wellsaid#beingyourself#alonetime#peaceofmind#metime#dontbeafraid#standalone#tranquility 🙏
It’s not the ocean or evergreens ...(kinda my dream) but it’s home for now. It’s also not a grungy apartment in a sketchy neighborhood with no yard either. I’ve been there. Enjoyed it just the same. Always thankful, on the way to where I’m going or even where I’m to stay. It also could be so much worse than this. I always get that for sure. #perspectiveiseverything Also...I keep making yummy things on accident with no recipe. Made these little muffin thingys from a gluten free baking mix, what I had left from my Trader Joe gf pancake mix, bananas, vanilla, lots of cinnamon, flax seed meal, water, coconut or almond milk (or both? 🤣) with added sprinkles of aluminum free baking soda. One day I’ll measure for ya but just get a baking mix and add bananas instead of the oil I guess ? 🤷🏻♀️😆 Yeah, I know, so helpful. I used to hate it when my sisters in law would do that to me...but now I get it. Sometimes you just gotta do it or be there to see how it’s done. But I’ll measure next time 😜And a gluten free mix following directions would work just the same maybe ...I’ve just cut out eggs and I’ve learned that flax seed meal and bananas can replace oil and eggs in recipes. Does anyone else have some more helpful, more exact gluten free and vegan baking tips? Because I sure like some baked goods with my coffee!!! #winginit#alonetime#quiettime#succulents#californiadreamin#veganbreakfast#glutenfree#vsglutenfree#notmissingmuch#enjoyingthebirds#behappywhereyouare#youareexactlywhereyouneedtobe . Another unsolicited tip: When people are petty AF, go enjoy yourself. 💖 and be kind always ...you never ever ever know what’s going on in someone else’s life. ESPECIALLY when you are looking at one square on Instagram.